December 2010
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A Letter
Dearest Heathcliff, So here we are. Many years older, still many miles apart. I have fallen in love countless times since you. Did you know that? I did. And each time, I didn’t doubt for a second that I was with the person I was destined to marry, or at least form some sort of hip, lifelong partnership with. I didn’t think of you. Did you know that? I didn’t. I thought of them....
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Deja FU
I am too angry to write. I am too angry to MOVE. I am crumpled in a ball in my robe losing a battle with tears. Just like I’m 19 again.
Dec 28th
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
Conversations with Anthony
Me: You are really lucky we never had sex.
Anthony: Haha why is that?
Me: Because we'd never be able to have an actual conversation. Exhibit A: Every guy I've ever slept with.
Anthony: Yeah, I think you're right.
Me: I'm going to be celibate.
Anthony: For how long?
Me: Forever, so boys will forget I have a vagina.
Anthony: Haha it's like 9/11: We Never Forget.
Me: Crap.
Anthony: I'm pretty sure my brain's entire frontal lobe is dedicated to vag.
Me: You're like a Country Gentleman version of Gene Simmons, minus the creepiness.
Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Hey look, the movie I obviously wrote and directed →
Dec 21st
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The Devil Dances
This is me letting go. A wise-ish man once quoted a psychologist to me. He said, “Every woman wants to date their father, and kill their mother.”. While I find this extreme and ridiculous, because obviously I want neither, I also see how women collectively, subconsciously find men who mirror their fathers. My father is amazing. He is brilliant and hilarious and indispensable in any...
Dec 20th
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“Do you wanna hear my confession? It’s my greatest sin. Ok. Here it is: I...”
– Cursive.
Dec 20th
Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 16th
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From my journal, 12/13/2010
“An outspoken woman is a powerful weapon. Unwilling to hide behind a decorative fan of meek femininity, she proudly leaves behind a wake of detractors. Her life may be trivial in the cosmic sense, but her words, all of their words, live on in universal relevance.”
Dec 14th
Dec 12th
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From my journal, 12/11/10
“The same traits that inspire fascination and love in people are the reasons for which they will judge you. The things that make you enigmatic and provocative are also the basis of your condemnation. I feel an affinity to the archetypal villainess, because if it weren’t for the darkness of personality, the depths of my depravity, my stories would never see the light.”
Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
Oh look, the perfect man. →
Gentlemen, please back off. I’ve found him.
Dec 11th
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Dec 10th
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“Gossip gossip n**** just stop it. Everybody know I’m a motherfucking...”
– Kanye. Genius.
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
Dec 9th
Error.
INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES INTENTS AND PURPOSES You are so smart.
Dec 8th
Snide Comments
Me: Dear (Formerly Interesting Person Who Shall Remain Nameless), Did you read my essay? Sincerely, Meagan Reginald Haynes
FIPWSRN: I skimmed through it yesterday.
Me: Skimmed. Haha. You're like an angsty teenage girl who finds little ways to express her passive aggression. I'm glad to be a part of it.
Dec 8th
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Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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Ruby, the Psychic Nana
This is my psychic, whom we shall call “Ruby” for all intents and purposes, when she was in High School in 1876. Wild times. Alright obviously I have no idea who is in this picture. And Ruby was probably called Svetlana, judging by the thick accent. But she was indeed a thousand years old. And full of “wisdom”. It’s a Thursday night in Washington DC. The...
Dec 7th
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